The Evolving Transformation of My True Oneself through Self-Awareness.
Through Master Chai（蔡明霞老師）guidance in Self-Discovery classes, I get to understand and feel the Importance of Self-Awareness and how to become more Self-Aware.
As when I started to Awaken after I have attended Master Chai（蔡明霞老師）class since last year March 2015, I get to know more about my very True Oneself, I can said my deepest side of Myself which I didn't come to aware of it.
I started to face my ugliest side of myself and look deep into my shadow side of myself.
I get to realize how horrible I was back then, the Self-destructive behavior in me that leading me towards choosing wrong men; falling into wrong relationship hence leading to broken marriages, risking myself and my baby in low placenta pregnancy which i may have excessive bleeding, having my youngest son unable digest milk after he turned 5 weeks and admitted to hospital need to go through a surgery and all these are actually the expressions and projection from my Shadow Inner-me springing from my Self-hatred.
I then aware & acknowledge the deepest Self-Hatred (恨) I have in me, the thickness of Self-Coldness Detachment (冷漠) I have in me towards all my feelings, the things & people around me, the deepest Lacking of Love & Security I have in me which I have actually unaware planted all these seed in my Inner-self since I was still a little girl back then.
As when I began Self-Awareness, I started get to feel and understand that to stop being a Self-destructive person is not at all simple task, I'm surely not the first, but I am certainly wont be the last person to admit that in some way and even a small incidents that I've been Self-destructive person.
And as when I began Self-Awareness and began to Love Myself it then slowly melted my Self-Hatred and my Self-Coldness Detachment in me, I started can feel the contented feeling inside me, the joyful and blessing feeling inside my inner-self, my inner-child.
I can see the light in me and my life started to evolve and I am transformed and Reborn to a newly Me.
Through Master Chai （蔡明霞老師） teaching, I began to understand and acknowledge that the greatest tool of Self-Love is still Self-Awareness.
To open up and heartily accept our very True Oneself.
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